烂

烂 烂 烂
烂成绩
又懒又烂
不懂几时才会醒   啊?
老妈 对不起  拿了对不起你的成绩我不知道要怎样跟你说
真的不懂我该怎么办

瓦解
我不希望自己是一个只会哭的女生
可是还是哭了  太多的事情  堆积在一起我真的垮掉了  自己一个人  偷偷的  安静的  忍不住的
我不是一个容易把心事说出来的人  不习惯
不知道要怎么说
表面上可以装作什么事也没有  but deep inside my heart, it hurts.

G

心情不好谁知道...

发泄

就让我睡前发泄一下吧

For me, today is definitely a BAD day.
我承认是我自己处理不当  唉
好忙好忙的一天
早上去拜清明节的
拜完阿公拜爸  真的很伤心
虽然平时就很少在家  可是你知道那个人还在........
眼泪好几次要掉下来  硬把它吞回去
家里在3年里少了两个人.....
希望你们在天上保佑全家健康平安。

筹款筹款筹款
自己不能抗压控制不了情绪头直接晕
唉  没本事
很慌乱整个人  崩溃边缘
Btw thanks my friendsss

很忙很忙3月假期是满的
想了就pekcek睡眠又不足每天又要早起
什么破主席 !!!

还有  原谅我
我真的不想理别人的感情事了
以前每次都我在乱
增加自己的烦恼
结果自己的感情路更烂
我不要了  sorryyyy 😳

还有话很想跟你说  希望你能体谅我  不要emo.

copy

Hey there, stranger.
It’s been a very long time, which I’m sure you’re aware of. I’d like to say that it was your decision alone to keep this distance, but I think we both know it was for the best. I’d like to say that I’m glad you are well, but as we both know I have absolutely no idea how you are. The one thing that can definitely be said is that when we cut ties, we leave no strand behind, but slice right through until we no longer remember how to find each other. It’s amazing to think that once we were inseparable, the best of friends.
You knew me inside and out, and I, you. We were there for each other in the best of times and through the most difficult of times. We definitely managed to put each other through hell on occasion, but when support was needed the most, support was given. Until, of course, that final day. I sometimes find myself wondering why we couldn’t stay in touch. Would it be so bad if we got together for coffee from time to time? Or if we gave each other a ring to see how the other was doing?
Using the phone to make calls has become archaic, but surely we could send a text to wish each other a happy birthday? Or a happy New Year? I mean, we’ve been through so much. You are a part of my life and there is nothing I can do to ever change that.
You can’t be forgotten because forgetting you would be like forgetting myself — impossible. But then again, maybe you are right. Maybe we are better off as far apart as possible. We know we aren’t right for each other. We know it would never work, and we know the friendship we have — we had — created a bond that would make slipping back into romance too easy. It would make repeating the same mistakes too likely, repeating the same heartbreak certain. That’s what it really comes down to: It’s not my heart that I’m worried about, but yours. Breaking my own heart would be my responsibility to bear, but I can’t once again be responsible for breaking yours.
So all that I can do is wish you the best. Wish you a great, bright, loving future. Wish you to find the lover of your dreams and to create a lifetime of your fantasies. I wish for you to find a friend as great as me, but a much better partner. One who won’t drag you through the mud. One who you won’t feel the need to bury with guilt. I wish you all the best and although you will never read this, although we will never speak to each other again, and although you are out of my life forever, I wish you nothing short of happiness.
Never again to be yours, 
Your Lost Best Friend

Let bygone be bygone

对的人 错的时间
有些东西错过了就是永远都错过了

你变了我也变了
曾经的交叉点最后又变成了平行线
甚至离我越来越远

我不想了  真的
太多的失望
孤单寂寞不安吃醋羡慕嫉妒伤心懊恼后悔遗憾。。。

祝我们活得幸福 ！

回忆过去 痛苦的相思忘不了

Unforgettable

一去学校就看到阿丹还有teck在新block前面
走过去丹不见了  teck说他在上厕所  我也不以为然就回去titian kasih
过后tzm跟我讲ys lt全部来了在四楼后面
结果teck很认真的说没有啊  然后我又走回titian kasih
结果 他们突然从block后面走出来
我还骂 teck 骗我  哈哈哈teck sorry蛤
超级无敌吓到我  一开始还以为是给爱蓉的
结果他们把插着蜡烛的mcd burger拿给我
唱生日歌~
而且天还没亮蜡烛超亮哈哈哈
真的是很惊喜  很感动  很专心
当时头脑里面想的就是  我要看清楚
要永远记住这一幕  永远永远。

很幸福  觉得很不真实
因为真的是很surprising!!
完全没有预料到你们会从后面走出来
就觉得我真的很幸运  有你们这群好朋友
你们怎么那么sweet啊啊啊啊啊
也对我太好了吧 :')
还特地早去学校...

最好吃的汉堡包 !!!
一边考试一边吃才惨哈哈哈

真的好爱你们啊
以后我男朋友没有你们做的好怎么办 哈哈哈

中学生涯的最后一个生日
还没到就已经那么难忘了~
我也太幸福了吧 !!!!!

真的真的谢谢你们  我亲爱的朋友们
谢谢你们对我那么好 :')

许的愿  就一个
希望身边的家人朋友健康平安 ♥

每天念要吃mcd就有mcd吃
拿下一个要念什么呢? 你们还会买给我吗
还是要等明年生日哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

可惜没跟meesiam拍到照  都是阿智!
哈哈哈

我知道我们这群就算毕业了感情也会很好
各自会交新朋友可是我们就是我们
以后我们的孩子也会是好朋友 !! 哈哈哈

Especially thanks to :

Low Li Ting

Lim Yun Shi

Oh Jun Zhi

Ng Yi Chen

Lor Yan Tan

Ng Li Teck

To do list

TO DO LIST

 

✓ 一起爬山

✓ 一起唱歌

✓ 一起打羽球

✓ 一起读书

✓ 一起做功课

✓ 一起喝茶

✓ 一起看电影

✓ 一起被骂

✓ 一起旅行

✓ 一起过夜

✓ 一起聊天

✓ 一起哭

✓ 一起笑

 

 

Love friends, love life.

What did I want actually?

现在6点半  我1点回家到现在什么都没做到 !!
真的什么也不想做  很热 很pekcek 两个小的在家我真的读不到书

每次考试都一直吃   人家压力是变瘦我是变肥  尼玛的

how

对别人的爱情好像很懂
但是自己的爱情却找没有路
不知道自己要什么
真的很想知道你怎么想
恨我吗?

原来我跟弟弟已经到了会自己在家聊感情事的年龄了。。。

How I wish you were here.

Jogging

Jogging made my dayyyyyy.

超幸福啊啊啊
天还没亮就和LT还有二姐去大操场跑步
其中一个想要快点考车的原因就是我要去跑步
真的很爽  早上空气清新冷冷的
就算不跑只用走也很爽
蓝蓝的天青青的草地
Uncle auntie在做晨运
踩着痛痛的鹅卵石小路
尼玛  我的脚感觉破洞了
哈哈哈

人生不就是如此吗?
忙碌中带着清闲
 好开心 :)

今天要读书 !!!